Vanessa Bryant has opened up on how she is dealing with the loss of her husband, Kobe Bryant and daughter, Gigi Bryant.
Gigi and her dad, NBA star Kobe, died alongside seven others in a tragic helicopter crash on Sunday, Jan. 26th.
In an emotional Instagram post, Vanessa revealed her brain is still not accepting that they are gone.
Sharing a heartbreaking video of Gianna and Kobe, she wrote:
I’ve been reluctant to put my feelings into words. My brain refuses to accept that both Kobe and Gigi are gone. I can’t process both at the same time. It’s like I’m trying to process Kobe being gone but my body refuses to accept my Gigi will never come back to me. It feels wrong.
Why should I be able to wake up another day when my baby girl isn’t being able to have that opportunity?! I’m so mad. She had so much life to live. Then I realize I need to be strong and be here for my 3 daughters. Mad I’m not with Kobe and Gigi but thankful I’m here with Natalia, Bianka and Capri.
I know what I’m feeling is normal. It’s part of the grieving process. I just wanted to share in case there’s anyone out there that’s experienced a loss like this. God, I wish they were here and this nightmare would be over.
Praying for all of the victims of this horrible tragedy. Please continue to pray for all.”